EXCERPT
Tears streak down my face while I
wonder what I should say. I don’t want to think of Chase suffering but
I’m not sure I’m strong enough to handle this. Because, hell ...I’m
being asked to save the man responsible for
destroying me. And if I’m not careful, history is liable to repeat
itself. Only this time, I know in advance that I’m about to sacrifice
more than my heart can handle.
Instead of answering Donna, I
turn to Dr. Wallace. “What exactly do you want from me?” I quickly brush
away my tears, hoping no one else witnessed them.
“Only what you’re willing to
give, Jordan. I’m not up to date on the history you share with Chase,
but it’s evident that being here is hard on you.” His voice is filled
with compassion.
I was hoping he’d act like an ass like Steve so I’d feel justified in my choice to leave. Instead, he acts concerned about me.
Can I really agree to do this?
Can I put my life on hold to help Chase? But the bigger question is: Can
I go back to New York with this on my conscience? Go back to living my
life wondering and worrying about him even
if he isn’t my burden to carry? And that’s the problem ...I don’t think
I can. Like it or not, I’m involved and from what Dr. Wallace has said,
my involvement plays a large role in his recovery.
I square my shoulders and clear
my throat. “One week. I’ll stay and help Chase work out his memory, but I
have a life back in New York and I’m not willing to put my life on hold
indefinitely. One week, that’s all I’m
willing to give.”
Donna sags with relief as Dr.
Wallace speaks up. “Chase might not be able to appreciate what you’re
doing for him at the moment, Ms. Taylor, but when he does, I know he’ll
be very grateful.”
God, I hope he’s right. I can’t
help wondering how grateful he’s going to be when I get on an airplane
next week and disappear from his life.
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